talks2dead

It is true, to really live your life is to experience all facets, good and bad, rich and poor, and to learn from all of them. The trick I think, is to not spend too much time in the negative spaces, but to allow their passing as a part of growth, to taste them carefully, but not to consumne them. For I truly believe good times wil always be accompanied by not so good, but if you don't leave room on your plate for them to become part of your meal, they will not take on the illusion of true substanance, and you wont get weird rashes on your leg that wont go away..Kinda like the theory of playing country music backwards, where your dog that ran

for I love you in a place where there's no space and time.. I love you for my life , you are a friend of mine. And when my life is over, remember when we were together, I was alone and I was singing my song to you...You were alone and you were singing your song to me..Just a blurb to someone I miss..Didn't know I had it in me..Life sucks, then ya die a horrible death from flesh eating bacteria...if you're lucky..Unfortunately, I'm not very lucky.. but I'll keep a few rolls of gauze close to hand just in case I meltdown unexpectedly..

I would like to thank all of you for the favs, I never know now when I will have access to a computer to do so, so against my beliefs, I am forced to do it in this manner. For some reason I am being tested by the Universe right now. I know it's for right reasons, but to go through this has not been much fun. I no longer draw much, if any, I seem to have lost my urge to do so, along with any feeling associated with the creative process. Hopefully I will emerge from this test with a re-newed zest for life, but so far that remains to be experienced. I am down to one suitcase, as far as posessions go, but I am extremely mobile now and trying to s